XOXO.

2009-07-01T07:08:00.000-07:00

tag replies, ( lol to the max, so long nv do this type of thing.)

YZ ; yes im moving ):
Yuewei ; Hello sweetie, thankyou ;)
Jinghui ; LOL? Idk what t reply ._.
Passerby ; Thankyou, i think i know you who. LOL :D
Zieng ; Hello luv (; tmr's 15th month anniversary!
Babykellie ; hellohello :D
Sihan ; Hahaha, yey, kiu mor's the best :D
Aloy ; Hello !
Xueting ; Yey , bubbletea with you some day!! :D Luv lessie !

Im done studying,
i think lol.
i think im gna fail physics ,
cos i dont really understand.
but its ok.
tired to the fucking max now,
but dont feel like sleeping.
insane enough?
Lol, so i decided to blog .
tmr's 15th month ,
baby looking forward to the surprise ? (;
I make sure you carry ard the whole sch ok,
you cant put it inside bag anyway,
LOL.
make you paiseh :D

tmr got so many crap,
SS test, Physics test,
ISPL jewellery making, cheryl not coming.
so im alone, again -.-
got chinese orchestra.
promised mummy im gna guaiguai go ,
LESSER pon-ing .
Mr Siah ask us halfway thru ISPL go cca.
still thinking how im gna face my Pipa teacher,
after fly plane with him so many times, nv reply his sms cos im at aus.
x_x
everyone is telling me how pissed he is .
super dont look forward to tmr ok,
hope i fever or smethng.
thn dont go sch ,
rather study at home anyway ,
more comfy ,
meluvhome. :D

friday is gna be fun ,
me have studysession with my crystal laopo,
i think we're gna gossip alot also .
meluvhertothemax :D
me suddenly feel over-creative.
me want to do cards fr people me luv.

saturday going out with cousins,
wei&xuan not confirmed,
celine wants t go shopping, again.
this two months her major shopping spree.
gta shop for smethng formal anyway ,
know why?
lol,
i think many dont know i have a step-brother.
one that doesnt live with me,
20 plus years old if im not wrong?
yeah , he's getting married on 8th August,
im not THAT excited.
but im excited fr the shopping part,
me think me blog is boring.
aiya, only when im bored what,
changing blogskin,
soon. :D
bb people.
happy boring yourself in my blog.
cos im pretty bored with it already.
lame to the max, i know.

.S.luv.Z.

2009-07-01T05:54:00.001-07:00

back to blogging soon :)
many things to say , maybe shall blog some other day.
tmr have two test,
needa study , bb. :)

2009-06-11T06:33:00.000-07:00

Think i may be back to blogging if i feel like it,
lol.
anw,
sneak peek of my new house,
but its kinda ugly?
-.-
so daddy's gonna renovate it,
then change the front gates and all (;

kinda dont feel like moving,
i like yewtee.

Reasons why i like this house :
-near vivo, can shop thr!
-mum allow me have dog!

Reasons why i hate this house :
-so far from sch.
-so far from baby's house!!!!!!
-no more foodcourts just under my house.
-no more mcdonalds !!!!!!!!!
-no more KFC !!!!!!!!
-no more Long John Silver !!!!!!!
-no more Burger king!!!!!!!!
-NO MORE BUBBLE TEA.
T_______T
and no more meeting venus , primary sch mates near yewtee.
*heartbroken.

nvm,
still have ard half a year before we move.
i think :/
bb.
imma sad sad person.

p.s , ISPL sucks,
its just an excuse for teachers not to teach us .
and allow us to wallow in our stupidness if we dont even understand anything.
why is it called INDIVIDUAL.
when we need to get help from other people.
wtf.
i hate bbss !!!!!
fuck sch.
-'-!

2009-06-04T06:12:00.001-07:00

some guys are so insensitive.
they deserve to be fed to sharks ):
wait,
maybe not.
sharks might die due to poisoning.
sharks are endangered animals.
must save them ^_^

aiyaaaa,
some guys should really jump off buildings,
get rolled over by bulldozers,
rip to shreds by lions.
):

sob,
moodswinging like nobody's business,
lol, bb.

2009-06-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

me&celine @ Changi airport.

@ cousin's house bullying Jason ! hahahaha. :B

@ dream world ^_^

:3

Everyone won a soft toy!!

suddenly felt like blogging , lol.
O:
i dont want go back singapore ):
i want to stay here.
)))))))))))))))):
bb.

2009-05-11T07:21:00.001-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiii!
im here t blog a bit.
since im so freaking bored,
dont feel like studying for physics.
lolol.
wont reply all tags,
some short notes here and there,

shihui, now you know :3
yuewei sweetie, come back blog once le laaa,
val wifey, too sian );
sihan, smacks back :D
jiahui lesmate, will link :D

yeah,
these more recent tags then i reply.
lol :x
these few days keep troubled over some shit.
when i realized i've only wasted my freaking time.

CbLjDgWtf
haha,
slowly go figure out whats that ok,
really dno then come ask me.
one or two might alr know ? (:
hahaha,
what a time waster,
to even remember times with a certain person,
regretted being so nice,
got my hopes up high,
thinking our friendship is everlasting.
one phrase
"fuck it all."
lmao,
im stupid.
you know what?
friendships dont last forever.
:)
you may realize it one day,
or never.
maybe your friends are really the rockin' best.
you're lucky you dont have to understand how it feels.
to lose faith in the phrase "forever friends"
k'nn bullshit.
dont know what happen to our friggin clique.
was it because i hanged out with the Normal Acads?
was it because i had a boyfried from normal acad?
was it because i smoked in the past?
was it because i slashed in the past?
was it because i am so fucking vulgar?
so fucking unglam?
so fucking uncontrollable about my temper?
fuck you all,
dont give me fake smiles.
i will feel like punching your faces till your teeth drop.
you know what?
i dont regret hanging out with NA people,
at least they're more trustable and steady than you people.
full of brains, empty hearts.
i dont regret having a NA boyfriend,
cos after so many failed relationships, i found real love in him & he stood by me for so long, i've alr forgotten how to be myself without him.
i dont regret smoking or slashing,
cos i've learnt from my past mistakes,
made myself stronger,
i dont regret being vulgar,unglam,hot tempered?
being vulgar, at least i could understand what people are scolding me sometimes,
at least i could stand up for myself, scold back.
although its ungirlish to say vulgar,
i've started cutting back and saying lesser.
unglam,
thats me, fucking accept that, i dont want to change it.
its good being me.
i like it this way.
hot tempered?
im changing, with th help of some current really great friends and wonderful family.
i've learnt how to treasure some things properly.
and you?
not worth it bitch (:
what was i thinking?
trying to talk to you stuckups.
you know what?
two can play in this game.
i'll be stuckup,
equally or more,
dont even try to challenge me,
you've seen me do things before.
and i wont hesitate to do worser with you.
not threatening,
just saying.
fuck off from my life.

with lots of love or maybe, sarcasm? :D
Siuyi. that bitch. & remember it ^_^

2009-05-01T08:38:00.001-07:00

never blog alr,
thanks for all those previous tags :D
all is loved, ^_^
bb, tc all.

2009-04-03T06:01:00.000-07:00

im bored,
so im blogging.

bangkok trip changed to May cos cousin too busy,
sob.
may's my SAs,
sobsob.
today pon chinese again,
3 weeks straight,
lololol.
i think teacher starting to suspect.
heehoo.
cousin from austrailia coming over to stay tonight.
clement!!!!!!
and his girlfriend i think.
tmr we're all gg swimming at new condo!
im not going to co!!
LOL.
aiya,
idk sia,
i scared if i skip smmre i'll be unable to catch up.
but i want go swimming with them ! ):
bb.
i dont feel bored and i rmbred smethng t do!
^_^

2009-04-02T08:38:00.000-07:00

Happy One Year Anniversary. :)

i love you baby,
but im gonna mia.
:x
LOL.
ok la,
will come back check check a few days la,
but i kinda lazy post,
unless im really bored.
O:

so yeah,
today was one year anni.
was fun,
very fun.
:D
everything kinda went well today? o.o
passed physics,
dont think i'll pass lit but i dont care.
theres three tests tomorrow,
none that i've studied for.
(:
tomorrow will be a bad day.
i can predict !!!!!!
hehehe,
ok anw,
photos posted some other day.
:D
bbbbbbb.

ps ,
we're married today in maple!!! :D
LUVCHUZX.

2009-03-26T08:23:00.000-07:00

last friday, 2nd last day of march hols,
went lan if im not wrong?
o-o
went home around 11 plus.
leveled 43,
:D
sunday,
spent most of the time chionging my homework ,
watched ip man ,
baby,yuewei,yuewei's dad,family
came my house.(:
i like ip man!
so cool :B

monday,
super reluctant to go sch ,
still went though -_- ,
lolzx,
i dont rmbr anything,
skipped co ,
felt kinda sick,
didn't go chemistry remedial either.

tuesday,
i dont rmbr too :/
assembly was alright i guess,
yay xueting&eswara for the speech :D
hehehe,
hope they get the positions that they want! ^_^
uhmzx,
i dont rmbr what happened after that.

wednesday ,
didn't want to go sch ,
so mum let me sleep later,
woke up at 6.45 ,
LOL.
then aiya,
damn sian t go sch ,
then never go need mc,
so mama keep grumble ,
drag me out of bed.
slowly bathed,
slowly go 7-11 buy breakfast and some snacks.
cabbed to sch,
met mr quek at general office ._.
got light warning from him.
having flu,
headache,
then he ask me afternoon go see doctor,
or i go home.
LOL,
mmmqs,
nth interesting after that.
:D
did detention with a few people,
grace,weiqun,justin,reena
:D
did maths hw ,
maths lesson alot people nvr do homework,
all sit outside class,
like half class i think?
hahaha,
super cool.

thursday a.k.a today ,
boring,
some irritating stuffs happened ard second last & last lesson,
pretty fucked up,
over alr,
dont want say so much.
anything bad happen,
mum gg down sch find teacher,
lololol.
went co after sch,
quite fun!
wrist hurts though,
now hand swollen,
fuck.
but still can play computer,
hurts just a lil bit :x
& i've just completed the stupid ss project,
:D
by myself ok,
!!

& hello,
i've a super duper whooper very very very good friend called yaoliang!!!!
LOL,
we were having a rather retarded chat in msn,
so ya,
nth much alr.
i think my life is boring,
and you'll sleep when you're reading my blog.
but please.
dont drool on your keyboard,
it'll be spoilt.
^_^v

photos next time!

ps!,
i'll be away at Bangkok from 3rd to 5th april !!!!! :D
shopping spree,
hehe,
i luv mummy!
pon sch!!!!!!!!!!!
YESZXZXZX.
BB.

2009-03-20T21:31:00.000-07:00

went to sleep after lvling 39 ytd,
baby helped me train to 40,
thanks love,

moodless like w-t-f.
):
march holidays ending in 2 days time,
fuck.
my rebonded hair makes me look weird,
._______.
aiyaya ,
i want go east coast park.
):
bb.

2009-03-20T02:04:00.000-07:00

YHAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIZHI DARL , :D
MELUVCHU!

hehe, anyway, here's something (:

so, sign this petition pleaseeee :D
its very simple actually :D
http://www.whalesharkpetition.com/Default.aspx
this is a cute &funny vid,
if you never watch before then watch lur :D (to me its funny la . )

i think its like super dumb . :D
ok la, nth much.
i plan to lv 40 by today please ):
im 38 :D

2009-03-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

today rebonded hair again,
i think i look like a rebonded poodle
:B
anyway,
i was blog hopping,
when i saw this.
i think its kinda true,
and yeah .
i guess many people see this before la,
but i realized im kinda rude&mean to my baby lately.
super irritated over idk what.
yep , so here goes :

When she walks away from you mad
[ chase her..and say sorry ]
{OngZieng always does that, almost everyday :x }

When she stares at your mouth
[ stares at her mouth and then give
her a kiss ]
{OngZieng kisses me sometimes , sometimes he'll just stare back.}

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]
{ OngZieng hugged me many times when i whack him, sometimes he just whines.}

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]
{ OngZieng will be hurt, but i know he'll always love me.}

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
{ OngZieng does that almost all the time cos i moodswing so often.}

When she ignores you
[ tell a dumb joke ]
{ OngZieng tries to make me laugh, and fails most of the time :x }

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
{ OngZieng always does that, cos i know he wont ever let me go }

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still
looks amazing ]
{ OngZieng always tell that to me when i feel awful. }

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]
{ OngZieng never fail to ask this question. }

When you see her walking
[ approach her and hug her. ]
{ OngZieng will smile like a happy idiot and walk towards me }

When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leave her ]
{ OngZieng will hug me tight and assure me, always. }

When she lays her head on your shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her hand ]
{ OngZieng does that, just that i feel his head very heavy ): }

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]
{ OngZieng dont have hats, but whatever thing i want, he'll give it to me. }

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
{ OngZieng is a pro at tickling me. }

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
{ OngZieng will keep asking till i reply. }

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
{ OngZieng will be worried about me, and tell me he'll always be there. }

When she says that she likes you
[i like you too...more than anything in the world ]
{ OngZieng tells that to me everyday :P }

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and try to read her hands ]
{ OngZieng doesnt know how to read palms but he'll hold my hand tight. }

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
{ OngZieng knows that if he bumps me, i will fall down and cry. so he'll just poke me. }

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
{ OngZieng never ever leak out my secrets. }

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
{ OngZieng will stare back lovingly, with his 'innocent' puppydog eyes. }

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]
{ OngZieng will tell me he misses me too. }

When you break her heart
[ the pain will stays..hais ]
{ OngZieng knows how much it hurts, and tries to make it better. }

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
{ OngZieng will never give up trying to hold on to me. }

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]
{ OngZieng will read it , cos he checks my blog EVERYDAY. }

- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.
{ I'll fall asleep and he'll still be talking, :x }

- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't let go
{ I'll whack him and push him away, but he'll always come back . }

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
{ I'll always say im ok, but he knows im not. }

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
{ I'll still be with him 10 years later. }

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
{ I'll always get his call whether its our anniversary or my birthday. }

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
{ I'll always receive sweet good night& good morning smses. }

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
{ I'll always be pampered like a princess by him. }

- Tease her and let her tease you back.
{ I'll kachiao him, and he'll guchee(tickle) me.}

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
{ I know he'll be there beside me if im sick. }

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
{ I dont need to ask him, he auto watch with me, and laugh with me during the dumb parts. }

- Give her the world.
{ I know im the world to him. }

- Let her wear your clothes.
{ I wore his clothes so many times...... and have yet to return one :p }

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
{ I know he'll always entertain me. }

- Let her know she's important.
{ I know im important to him. }

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
{ I've kissed him in the pouring rain, and the feeling of love is undescribable. }

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
{ He wont say that, he'll hug me and calm me down before asking what happened, and he'll HOOT the fella jia jia lat :x }

Haha,
this is for you baby,
i love you.
siuyi tiongxims zieng!!!!!
14 more days to 1 year anniversary. (:

2009-03-18T06:11:00.000-07:00

HEHE,
lol.
ok la,
chionging bootes now,
lv 34 currently ^_^
19 to 34 in 2 days!
HEHE,
happy birthday to daddy yesterday ,
afternoon went admirlty get NF shorts,
then cabbed to vivo get my hamster,
& its manymany things. :D
i spent a bomb,
then went home,
at night went dinner with daddy,mommy,grandma,dexter,jasmine&baby!
Heh,
sharkfin soup ~
:x
ok la,
overall not bad lor,
photos of Puffy(hamster)&some other things! :D

SWEET ANOT!!!!!! :x

Dex&jazz,

shark fin soup , LOL.

Bday cake!!

Puffy baby.

Puffy Baby.

who's mummy's precious baby uh~

x3.

Puffy's home :D

sleeping puffy.

sleep tight love. x3

:D
tags reply!

Zieng : Haha, i date you almost everyday alr ok!
Emilia : Yeap , how will forget ! :D Linked btw (;
Maya : LOLLLLLLLL, ok :D
Yz : Hello didi! Linked!
Cherie : Thanks for giving me excuse!!! LOL, Linked !
Weizhi : Hello hello x3.
Beatrice : Darllllllllllllll . x3

2009-03-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

^_^
happyhappysiuyi.
:D

ytd went out to find luv @ bukit timah lan.
actually didn't tell him i gg lur.
spotcheck :B
hahaha,
then anw,
baby super happy&surprised t see me lehhhhhhhhh. :B
baby's friends were there too,
chingyou,kaixin,junbing,zhongpeng,boonkai,huiwen,xiangsheng.
i think i never leave anyone out. o-o
then i just sat beside baby watching him play the
veli-de-dis-gus-ting left 4 dead.
so gruesome -_- .
then open pool table,
didn't play much,
the rest played,
then some unpleasant stuffs happened,
since baby doesn't want me t say anything,
i wont (:
parents came t fetch me!
then dropped baby off at his house downstairs before heading home.

today was ok o-o
went jurong point with mum ard 4.
shopped,
bought alot stuffs,
decided to had a hamster!
hehehe,
mummy says i gotta look after it myself though,
quoted from her "I wont help you clean up the hamster shit."
LOL,
ok la,
nth much.
grandma come stay :D:D
and i'm just happy fr weizhi darl& christina darl !!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHEHEHEHE,
my lips are sealed ^_^

anw ,
tags reply :x
SUPER LATE, i know !

Zieng ; hello luvluv, thanks fr all your tags x3.
Yuewei ; Walao , how can liddat say me );
Juz ; Hello & linked :D
Jinghui ; Hello!!!!!! i've updated (like dont know how many times.)
Gabb ; Linked you erzi , :D Luv.!
Beatrice ; LOL, i live in YT like so long alr O:
BabyKellie ; Yes indian woman!!! , NI HAO ! LOL.
qiniyng ; Hello, life's great :D
styloGLZX ; Walao , how can forget shot-to-fame dancers ):
babyCANDY ; Hello nuer, i've linked you! Luv!
val ; Hello hello!
Orange ; O: idk the linkkkkkkk,
Shihui ; Hello 10th feb!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha, linked!
shirlyn ; O: IM SORRY T_T Hahahaha, plus! your braces will hurt if you bite me ^_^
Cherie ; LOL, where gottt. ); i can hardly catch up lur D:
jazz ; Hoho , takecare tooooo.
Crystal ; mean lady , pangseh me ): Hahaha, thanks fr th tag anw :D
Chingyou ; Hello, thanks for tagging ! :D
ROD ; Its ok :D

^_^ !!!!
happy march holidays everyone!
im busy though :p

monday - co ,
tuesday - daddy's birthday,
wednesday - re-rebond hair booking,
thursday - co,
friday - chiong finish holiday homework day,
saturday - extra co practice,
sunday - finish any leftover homework day.

^_^!

2009-03-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

everyone seems to be slowly giving up.
even myself .
hell lah,
i swear i fucking studied this common test ok.
get this results alr quite good for me.
come home still kena scolded.
fuck la,
if want one damned a scorer,
go get another child ok.
i'm not so clever or hardworking as THAT cousin ok.
c'b ,
i also dont want t be like her,
fucked,screwed up life.
everyday study study study ,
i rather go mad ok.
all i did,
was to fail maths&geog,
so what?
i passed my other 5 subjects.
so what if my L1R5 is 20?
at least i made an effort.
its the start of march holiday.
i just want go out,
stay out late for one fucking night.
and its not even possible.
im FIFTEEN.
ONE-FIVE.
NOT ONE FUCKING 10 YEAR OLD ANYMORE.
all i want is a relaxing night out.
is it so much to ask for?
its not as though im gonna come home in the morning,
its not as though im gonna go clubbing or drinking.
its just hanging out with my boyfriend.
thats just so tough to fulfill huh.
fuck.

horrible house.
i cant wait to get out of here.
dad scolds me for coming home at 6.30pm,
wow,
he says its late.
then where were you dad?
at the Turf Club watching racehorses?
how about you come home early,
OR EVEN SPEND ONE NIGHT HAPPILY WITH THE FAMILY.
you said i never study ,
when were you ever there when i studied?
you're seldom at home.
at most only night.
i know sometimes you need to work,
i know its tough to wake up early and drive us to sch.
but sometimes,
i just wished you could spend more time with us.
everytime i wanted to go out shopping with you & mom,
you keep hastening us,
giving us totally no time,
cos you wanna go to that fucking west coast.
one day dont go wont kill you.
one night shopping with your family can issit.
its either you're gonna sit at some cafe drinking coffee,
or hurrying us so that you can go westcoast.
ya,
i useless ok,
never give your face,
throw away all your face,
never get good results for your to show off to relatives&friends.
fuck my life.
-'-

i want to give up on every single shit thats troubling me.
):
$*&@^)O(*^@)$(&*@)$

2009-03-12T04:15:00.000-07:00

today was the damned jogathon.
didn't want to go .
then baby keep ask me go support him,
hais ,
bo bian -_-"
then ok lor , just go.
nabei,
i knew i shouldn't have gone ):
in cab on the way there,
keep want vomit.
but didn't take anything for breakfast,
so like nothing come out at all.
then reached Japanese Garden,
saw suthev,
walked in with him,
then i went inside toilet try vomit our ystd's lunch/dinner.
LOL.
i had my dinner at like 11.30? -_-
these few days appetite not good lei ):
keep not feeling well.
smethng's wrong with my tummy .
D:
ended up vomitting some funny liquid out.
disgusting.
felt damn sick ):
i wanted t go home,
but aiya,
for baby,
i ren!!!!! :D
then told mr quek i not feeling well,
dont want run.
he like quite happy today,
just say ok , and ask me rest well!
LOL,
normally he'll ask alot one lor ._.
then slacked ard,
in the end,
i still went to run -__________-"
idk laaaaaaa,
felt better.
then sit thr nth to do.
might as well just walk/jog the whole 3.2 or 3.4 or 3.6 km
idk which one la.
just 3.smethng km.
ran with siva sweetheartttt. :D
hehe,
kept encouraging each other.
felt really terrible halfway.
regretting for even choosing to run :/
difficulty in breathing,wanna die,lungs hurt.
BUT,
still persevered.!
STRONG RIGHT,
I KNOWWWWWWWW. (lol.)
aiya,
i just had th motivation to complete the jogathon,
last year got like 38th ,
then completed this year's at 55th -_-
ok la ,
not as good as last year,
didn't really mind ._.
& guess what :B
my baby got 40th you knowwwwwwwwwwwww.
hahaha,
he chiong run top 50 for me you know!!!!!!!
HEHE :B
iluvhim.
muscles ached like fuck after the run.
went baby's house after that.
bathed,
slept,
ate dinner at his house,
he finally cooked for me......................
maggee mee.
LOL.
then went home
^_^
bb.

2009-03-11T03:56:00.001-07:00

Happy Belated Birthday to ROD,
sorry for late wishes,
Happy Birthday to Jasmineeeeeeeeee. ♥♥♥

tmr's cross country.
im thinking of skipping it tmr,
-_-
byebye,

2009-03-09T05:50:00.001-07:00

Baby im yours.

k la,
i blog alr la.
seezxzxxzxzx.!!!!!
nth much t blog about lur ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUETING LESSIE ^_^

hehe,
anw,
saturday went out with luvzx,
went fareast,then to cineleisure,then to jurong point then to lan.
:D
actually wanted t catch a muvee,
but like got no nice shows,
all nice ones watched alr ):
roar,
i wanted to watch the wedding game and bride wars,
but its long gone,
shucks ):
that time super no time to watch.
got like exams,tests,cny.
T_T
saw some friends at lan,
dad&mom came to fetch me home,
luvzx stayed later with his friends.

sunday,
2e1 class outing.
not much of an outing though.
arun that meanie,
cheat me ):
texted me a whole lot of people that are supposed to go,
in the end only like got,
7?
-___________-,
including me&baby ok.
walao ):
and to think i skipped dance.
roar,
ok la,
not that bad anyway ._.
watched Marley&Me again,
second time.
o:
then went home after muvee,

first time watched marley&me was with sweetie wei&her boy.f marcus.
actually xuan&cheeseng , dexter&jasmine supposed t come along too.
dex didnt feel like going,
xuan&cs had something on.
sad right! D:
anyway,
had fun with my dearest sweetie :D
so long never meet her alr ok!!!!!!! ):
watched marley&me , like i said.
went to Paragon,
thanks marcus for th starbucks treat (:
then cabbed home with luvzx.
hehe,
ok la ,
can say these two weeks passed quite fast.
(:
then enjoying chinese orchestra.
idk why.
fickle minded la.
just as long the conductor dont come kachiao me,
i think im starting to enjoy co.
and i've successfully went into SYF :DDD
so cool right,
thanks mr chin , who gave me extra pipa lessons on sat/sun t get me into SYF!!!
thanks baby fr encouraging me that day!
i might walked away from this chance if you didnt persuade me t try.
i luv you.
:D
today co was cool too,
managed to catch up a lil teensie weensie bit x.x
hehe,
tmr going th singapore conference hall if im not wrong,
damnzx,
why ours not during sch hours ):
band's on sch hours ok.
ours after school like urhmzx,
4.30pm ):
then go thr ard 6,
rehearse till 7 plus?
chomps,
then thusrday theres Jogathon,
im supposed to train today & tmr,
but obviously,
i have no time tmr,
today had co,
wednesday i have tuition.
fuck,
i think i should pon sch tmr just to work out.
LOL.
anw,
im crazy over Cake Mania 3,
i think its cool :3
ok la, bb.

- MANY STUPID PHOTOS OF ME&LUV FOR YOU T LAUGH AT !

Rainbow (:

Siu : ONLY STARE AT ME OK!!!
Zieng : ......

Me&sweetie.

me&luv.

iloveyou.

:P

EEEEEEEE :B

gek-ing our mouth. LOL.

Siu : Yo, wo shi shuai ge,
Zieng : Harl0x, wo shii chii0 buu. LOL

^_^

kisszxzx,

me luv this photo :D

TWIST Y^_^Y

he just cant take one photo properly ):

O:

Stare .

Baby, you're irreplaceable.

Luvzx,

*credits t Wei sweetie for orchard photos. (:

2009-02-27T07:07:00.001-08:00

Tag replies ;

weizhi : Hurhur, sorreh late reply x.x
wenxi : Hai! I MISS YOU. hehe
crystal : heh, ok!!! lets do it again some day okkkkk.
Juz : Haha , ok! :D
Tiffanie : Hiiiiiiiii, imissyou too! :D
Dee : Hello egg :D
Reena : Ok . (:
Qinying : Haha yeap :D
Weenah : LOL, like how o:
Jazz : Omg, like yeahhhhhhhh, :D:D:D!!!
Yuewei : shit, time to take it down. LOLLLLL.

2009-02-27T06:59:00.000-08:00

明明知道自己变了,
却什么都不做.
zzzzzzz.
hais,
sliding down rs.
dont know what to do.
getting veryveryvery irritated.
dont know how to tell you.

trying to find my way through.
on my own.
gotta stop myself from relying you on everything.
cos i know,
one day you may not be there.
and by then ,
i may just drop dead.
cos its just gonna be me and myself.
so from today onwards,
i gotta try to be more independant.
im gonna hang out with girlfriends more.
and stop treating this relationship like it means everything to me.
cos from this moment.
it doesnt.
):

im insecure, and i'll admit it.

2009-02-26T04:48:00.000-08:00

Hehe,
uploaded some of friends' photos.
these are the few that i have alr lur,
so the rest,
please gimme your photos ):

roar,
today .
ss teacher never come.
p.e was ok :D
laughed alot,
thanks to miss cheryl.
who made herself the subject of the joke.
LOL,
it was her first time playing badminton if im not wrong?
HAHAHA,
crazy,
we hit two shuttlecocks up the window platform,
where we cant get it o:
LOL,
laugh like siao .
actually when cheryl hit up there.
i laughed like shit,
say what if she hit up again,
i gonna smack her ass.
then when i hit next,
the shuttlecock flew up.
LOL,
DAMN SUAY LA,
THEN MY ASS KENA WHACKED BY HER );
suckerzxzx.
then recess was fun ,
i guess o:
uhm,
other periods nothing much?
slept in half of lit,
tired , ):
then after school had CO.
okok la.
head conductor never come kachiao me alr.
LOL.
just glance at me then never say anything.
:D
HURHURHUR,
siaosiao,
saturday got extra practice.
wtfbbqsauce.
sucker,
i lazy go .
somemore sunday have extra pipa class.
screw,
now one week play 3, 4 times.
O:
my wrist is hurting like shit.
i think im quad-dating on sunday!!!!!!
yuewei&hers,
yuexuan&hers,
dexter&his,
me&mine.
whoo,
so cool :B
okok,
not confirmed la,
i hope everyone can make it.
its been quite long since we've a great day out together.
HEHE,
OKOK,
BYEBYE ,
LUVZX.

One of my bday prezzies, kinda late. but i just uploaded into computer.
:D
meluvthis! :D

i love this quote, given t me by baby!

cute right!

major retard. lol.

baby&me at sakae :D

me in baby's top , hehe. (my condo :D)

RAINBOWWWWWWW.

BABYGIRLx3 :D

2009-02-25T05:17:00.000-08:00

Bought another new bag.
lets just say i broke my record,
in 8 weeks of school,
i spoiled 3 bags.
LOLOLOL.
this shows how much school tortures us with horrendous piles of books.
like wtfbbqsauce :3
yah,
its been i long time since i've said wtfbbqsauce.
i still think its a cute term.
anyway Shaun gave me a guy's link.
and this guy was from his school.
like wtf.
the guy is a gay .
D:
he has a couple ring with a 20 year old guy.
14 & 20.
ok la,
actually im fine with gays.
but the age difference is like O_O!!!!!!
and i used to think me and my ex.bf's ages are like worlds apart,
*four years btw.
ok la,
dont want mention about past.
lol,
anyway,
intro this website to you guys.
i think its fucking hilarious,
its about people's life stories .
if you think your life sucks,
read theirs.
you'll fucking laugh your fucking ass off i fucking swear.
and this is the fucking link :
http://www.fmylife.com/
And the most common phrase after each post?
FML = FUCKMYLIFE.
WHOOOOOO.
:3
byebye,

&&&&&&&.
this video
is also fucking hilarious.
MUST WATCH,
DIEDIE MUST WATCH.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8&feature=related

2009-02-21T23:39:00.001-08:00

~~i feel like screaming.~~

2009-02-19T04:39:00.000-08:00

like what the nehneh,
i think im starting to like back co.
WITHOUT THE HEAD INSTRUCTOR!!!!!

like duh.
new juniors are really cute.
they remind me of my sec.1 days when i've been really shy.
i swear!
then i like,
dont dare talk to my seniors -_-"
like wtf,
then theres this junior called Vanessa.
she's quite sweet leizx,
i think she's quiet though .__.
maybe she'll talk more when we get to know each other better.
i like told her and another pipa junior,
idk whats the other's name whoop.
told her some of my very top secrets in surviving pipa :x
LOLLLLL,
ok, like i said.
top secret.
aint telling :B

today was actually kinda cool?
like first period was geography,
i think it was funny .___.
then it was chinesezx,
omgzx,
like total fun please!
i wasn't even listening to teacher,
shucks ):
there goes my studying mood :x
then like damn damn damn dumb with weiqun&crystal.
HURHURHUR,
i keep laughing over nonsensical things.
then it was maths.
i laughed alot too ^_^
HEHEHEHE,
i think laughing's so cool.
make me happy,
doesn't make me tired.
like LOL.
i didn't do anything that teacher wrote on board.
then she went ard checking.
she said "Wah siuyi! why you haven't even start on a question yet?!"
my reply was like super lame.
i think she didn't believe.
i think she didn't care either.
i said "OH TEACHER! I LOW CONCENTRATION SPAN!!! I CANNOT DO WORK WITH ALOT PEOPLE ARD!!!"
then i took out my tuition work ,
and said "SEE! THIS IS MY TUITION HOMEWORK! I ONE TO ONE WITH HER IN TUITION MAH! THEN HORH, I CAN CONCENTRATE! SEE, ALL CORRECT LEH!!!!!!"
then she was like lame diao.
LMAO,
i think its really dumb la,
but i was like super high :D
anyway,
she just laughed and walked away.
oh oh!
monday or tuesday,
i got kicked out of her class for going there late.
late for 10 mins only sia ):
then i sat outside with cheryl.
then we listened music&do our own stuffs.
teacher after awhile come spotcheck us,
said "Wah! very comfortable horh? i think your prefer sitting outside, got do anything anot?!"
then like super dumb,
i realized she like to use the word WAH alot.
:x
then cheryl said something dumb,
teacher&i laughed.
then i said something like what.
"teacher! seeee. i got do homework lor! i finish one question alr! GUAI ANOT! :D"
lmao la,
take one hour finish one question.
very dumb ok.
but she just ask us go inside cos bell ring alr.
then class say all those thankyou blablabla,
then went off to recess.

i think maths is cool :D
mrs chua so funny lor pls.
then uhm,
today .
lit class i fell asleep standing up,
horrible headache and gastrics o:
then like i keep giving stupid answers,
making class laugh.
when im being serious.
I SWEAR!!!!!
mr latiff ask,
what did they do at restaurant?
me :
MR LATIFF! I KNOW!!! THEY GO THERE TO EAT!
everyone:
LAUGH.
-___________-
i dont get it.
so many people salute me for giving such a 'good' answer :p
LOL.
aiya,
overall today fun!
^_^

ok,
i think i write too much,
bb.!

Zieng : Haha, hello baby! meloveyou!
Weenah : Linked you already angweenah :D
Jazz : Haha, its ok la! i understand! Go out soon :D
Yuewei : LOL, yes miss-want-to-stalk-me-by-reading-my-blog? :X
Guest : Im guessing you're xuan? o:
Weizhi : Haha, ty darl :DDD Get well soon la k! i dont disturb you alr :x

2009-02-17T04:04:00.001-08:00

these few days keep changing blog link sia!
i find it fun to think of new urls.
LOLOLOL.
ok ,
sch was ok i guess.
its plain old boring sch.
always trying not to fall asleep,
if im asleep i'll try not to get caught,
if i got caught i'll just shrug innocently,
if teacher doesnt believe i'll have to get punished,
if i get punished, i'll get pissed at the teacher,
if i get pissed at the teacher, i'll start talking back.
if i talk back, i'll be in deeper trouble,
if im in deeper trouble, i'll shut up.
otherwise,
im a good girl :D
yah,
its a chain reaction if you didn't realize,
LOL.
monday was a horrible terrible day.
why?
cos theres CO .
hey,
i made the fucking effort to go ok,
c'b you nabeh instructors.
one fucking ask me go repair.
another one say dont need repair.
the 'biggest' one say dont need repair, cos very ex.
cheebye,
got ask you pay issit.
also i pay right?
nabehs,
nvr fix how your fucking expect me play.
still want me go SYF?
i dont think i can do it lor pls.
sometimes certain things we need use money then can solve de ok.
my instrument spoil,
your want me every hour tune one time issit? :D
can ah,
your help me tune la,
since your got so much time argue with me.
muthafugger.
say until machiam my fault liddat.
also your ask me fix,
then say until your very kelian,
need help me bring go service,
afterall,
im still paying your for your fixing services right?
all your gotta do is to move that fucking ass of yours to get it fixed.
dont come kpkb at me when i dont play that instrument ok?
since your donwan fix,
dont expect me to play properly,
^_^
i repeat,
i dont give a damn who sees.
i fucking hate chinese orchestra ok.? :D
think conductor one fucking big shot can anyhow shoot issit?
nabehs,
you dont have that whatever 'bubble' on your wrist,
you dont have to go take injections everytime it swells up.
YOU THINK SO FUCKING FUN GO TAKE INJECTION SIBO?
NABEHS,
YOU THINK NOT PAIN SIBO?
PC'B ,
IF I CAN,
I TRANSFER MY 'BUBBLE' TO YOU LA,
SEE HOW YOU FEEL LOR,
NABEHS,
ALSO NOT I PON WITHOUT MEDICAL CERTIFICATE.
NABEHS,
LIMBU GOT 2 WEEKS MC LA HORH.
MY CCA POINT KENA DEDUCT ALSO NOT YOUR TAIJI.
YOU NOT MY FATHER MOTHER,
YOU HUANLOH SO MUCH FOR WHAT?

conclusion = me is fucking pissed.

i cant stand instructors like this.
and they cant stand students like me.
LOL.
stupid lor,
i absent got valid reason still kpkb at me,
-'-!!!!
then anyway,
after arguing with head conductor,
i dulan alr,
put back instrument,
go off with hubby&thivagar,
:D
hubs sent me home :D
hehe,
nth much today,
quarrelled with hubs over some small matter,
o:
ok alr la,
actually quite used to us like that alr.
LOLOLOL.
quarrel quarrel quarrel,
dao dao dao,
then ok alr.
LOL.
cute sial! :D
i love hubs,
hubs love me!
byebye .
xoxozx.

i gave birth to this lil cutie ! :D

NERDzorrrrrrrrr, :D

view from my condo room's window :D

my huge balcony!

living room~

neighbouring block :D

Yew teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-02-15T05:44:00.000-08:00

whee,
ok like.
valentine's was damn cool ? :3
baby came over to my new condo to take a swim.
had damn lot of fun yay!
then we headed up.
started helping mother to mop the house and stuff.
when some indian workers broke into the house.
LOL.
ok la,
not really break in la.
just came in suddenly.
scare the shit out of both of us la!
then i called mummy , asked why got people have our key.
then she tell me they here to do plumbing -______-
what if they kidnap me!!!!!! D:
ok,
like only me&baby in the house lorzx.
hmmqszx,
then i did my homework,
shit,
new house damn lot of ants la fug.
im going to bring insecticide the next time i go over.
!!!
then i went back home(HDB) to bathe,
got my homework,
went downstairs to make contacts,
BLUE @.@
LOL,
and urhmzx,
those normal ones.
then went back to condo.
did my homework while baby fell asleep on the floor.
no beds yet, whoop :3
finished alr,
went back home!
changed and went dinner @ Taste Of Thailand (Yishun.)
with baby,dexter,jasmine,daddy,mummy,shirlyn twin,aaron,and their parents!
HEHE,
at first baby damn scared lor.
hahahaha,
:x
act guai nia lorzx.
then after that okok le.
after dinner daddy dropped us off at yishun mrt.
then we trained to town,
actually wanted to catch a movie.
but like kinda late? ):
we reached about 10pm plus.
then the muvees all around 12+ , 1 then start.
screw la wlao ):
then we went over to Weelock's Place,
the bookstore,
took a look around cos jazz wanted to get smethng fr her mum,
then walked to cineleisure,
fuck.
i wearing heels.
damn,
kills la wtf.
i swear i'll never wear heels to walk such a long distance.
cheebay,
my feet nearly died );
then show timings almost same.
so went back home );
took last train!
LOL.
then like.
reached yewtee,
me and jazz cannot walk alr,
sat at mrt staircase.
LOLLLLLLLLLL.
SUPER UNGLAM PLEASE.!!!!!!
then the next train came,
so i got up.
dexter piggybacked jasmine down the stairs,
baby just "fu" me down stairs.
LOL.
then we tapped out,
bth alr,
take off our heels and walked home barefooted.
LOL.
baby sent me to house lift,
then went off.
ty luv!
valentine's was cool :D
me luv :D

today is sunday,
went dance.
shietzx.
so tiring man,
bought a new bagpack,
cos my zip spoiled.
LOL,
not my fault ok,
that bag didn't like me ):
lmaozx,
ok la,
quite shiny sia this bag :x
hurhurhur,
went to buy new keychains for phone,
bought sweets,
dabao dinner and cabbed home cos i forgot to bring ezlink card.
hehe,
byebye.
:D

2009-02-13T08:03:00.000-08:00

new blog,
idk why.
just want create.
lol.

PARENTAL WARNING BEFORE YOU CONTINUE READING :
MANY VULGARITIES IN THIS POST, (:

i think my attitude getting worser and worser everyday.
my anger management is totally horrible.
i keep anyhow gan people,
quarrel with parents over unimportant shit.
what the fuck.
i think im so screwed.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
damn, whats wrong with me.
omgomgomgzx,
i need to talk to siva sweetheart, ):
i need to talk to xueting lessie, ):
i need to talk to cheryl laopo, ):
i need to talk to crystal laopo, ):
i think im breaking down soon.
over what,
i have no damned idea.
shit.
i'm not suffering from depression anyway,
i'm just emotionally tired,
):
i dread school.
every single day.
i'll go,
damn, its gonna be a day with her again.
she's getting on my nerves so much .
shitshitshit.
i think i may start slitting again. ):
im so looking forward tomorrow.
i need a day by the beach.
im having another throbbing headache,
i hope it'll go away fast.

shit,
what the hell is happening to me.
-'-
knnbccb,pcbpcbpcbpcpbpcb,
siuyi you motherfucking bitch,
stopthinkingsomuchbeforeyoukillyourself.